—Posted: January 9, 2014
I’m feeling so much anxiety right now that I want to barf. WTF self? What is this? I started the day feeling so great and then I posted about a little personal triumph and then my emotions just started to slip and slide downward.
It would be easy to say that this is because there is a possibility that Shawn will be out of town for my birthday, that’s part of it for sure, but my emotions were headed in this direction before I even knew that.
Is it all my period?
I’m feeling pretty lonely. Like, lots lonely. I know I’ve been feeling disconnected for most of the week so maybe my heart is just hurting from that and I need to fill it with new and good stuff.
UGH EMOTIONS!! Why are you messing with me?