Posted: May 27, 2008 Filed under: Uncategorized | Tags: links, photos, pregnancy
It’s really incredible to see myself in a pic such as this one
and then look at myself in the mirror.
I don’t look anything like that anymore. I remember being so in awe at how fit I was and now I am so in awe of how… pregnant… I am. I mean, ok you’ve all seen my photos but it looks totally more insane naked let me tell you.
I can see where my old body used to be and I can see where the new stuff lies. Mostly on my stomach, ass and my fabulous new love handles. I used to think it would depress me but I look in the mirror and think it’s pretty awesome.
In a few weeks, Brent and I have an appointment with Jeff to do a ‘Pregosaur Photoshoot’. I’m excited yet nervous at the same time. I feel really positive about the way I look/feel (despite all the complaints, it’s true) but at the same time… did I mention that you don’t really get a sense of the awesomeness with all the clothes? With only one notable exception (which was all business by the way) no dudes have seen any of my bits since Brent and I met, except Brent that is.
Not that I think this would be some kind of skeeved out situation or anything but you know… long gone are the days where I would flash random cars while walking down the street.
And there are also technical concerns, like the fact that I have sock lines for hours after removing my socks. I mean, I know I just won’t wear socks but that happens for other articles of clothing as well…
So yeah… excited yet somewhat reticent at the same time.
On this day:
In 2007 – good god I still want these so bad… although I haven’t drummed since November…
In 2006 – a voice post!
In 2005 – I miss fishing, but I think it would be quite hypocritical of me to participate in that activity now